and partially bc i HAVE time now lol
a lot has changed since i last posted, so i'll try to change that, w/o going on and on and on lol
well my freshman year is over and i'm not going back next year.
i already miss all my friends, and wonder if i'm making the right choice *although ik i am... maybe?*
i'll be working prolly with AmeriCorp next year and while i'm pretty excited about it, i also have to start all over. :S i was just finding my REAL friend group and now i'm leaving...
>a lot happened since new years... <
i reconnected w/ nate, became good friends again, and then fell apart after *** erm too much stress on our relationship... but now we've gotten around to being civil and working toward being friends, but it'll be hard :S i miss that boy
i fell back to old habits... and then when i fought back, it didn't work out so well anyway!!
a guy i don't want is "crazy about" me and hes a great friend, but just um... EWWW NO!!! and so now i'm trying how to save a friendship w/o going further
i realized i can't save everybody, but its sok. i'm not everyones hero, and i can't be.... sometimes i just have to worry about myself- and that doesn't mean i'm selfish
i learned that everyone makes mistakes, and that we just have to live w/ the ones we make.
life lessons are the hardest to learn, but most often the most important.
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don't misread me- i'm still the confused, "emo", lonely, slightly less innocent, damaged, mistrusting, tragic girl, but i found a strength that i didn't know i had... !!! and so yeah, not much has changed, but at the same time, *E*V*E*R*Y*T*H*I*N*G* has...
i've missed this...
new stuff coming... erm... relatively soon. it needs editing and revising before its good enough to be up here :S






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